Tuesday, May 27, 2008

My New Song



This is my new favorite song.  With all that I have
gone through in the past few months, this song makes
me feel better, like I can do it and I can get over
it and move on with my life cuz like the song says
" I guess its really over"....even though I never wanted
to admit it, I guess I have to now.


Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.*
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Work Work Work

Well since my job does not pay me nearly enough to pay my bills and since no other place out there will hire me for a second job, I have to work all Memorial Day weekend for some OT. I have already worked crazy hours the past 3 weeks for some OT, so this weekend should be no different, but I think I'm getting to the point where I might crack up soon. The job is getting very stressful. I have so much work to do, I almost feel like I have to go in, just to get my shit done. So if any of you don't see me again until at least next weekend, then you know why! Hopefully by next Saturday, I'll have a day off!

Sunday, May 4, 2008

Oh Sammy Boy....

Everyone else seems to post about their children, so I thought I would post about one of my kids. This Sammy. He's a mut, but I love him!